爱真的需要勇气

爱！不是讲了就算了。

是需要花时间，心思去培养，

同时也需要很大很大的勇气去面对一切。

要勇敢面对自己，

勇敢面对其他人，

勇敢面对流言蜚语，

勇敢面对挫折，

勇敢接受一切的喜怒哀乐。

爱真的真的需要勇气。

自己找来的。。。怪自己好了，别怪人！

是不是每个人都是这样啊？！！！

喜欢自找皮痛，

有的时候不好好珍惜，

没有了，才在那边不甘心，不能接受事实！

天天烦着要知道原因！

都怪自己当时不珍惜！

没有权力怪别人！

Exam.....

when u see i am studying....
means i am going for exam, if not,
u wont be seing me study!!!
why our subject all exam oriented?
there is none of it is coursework oriented.
does it really work well to force student study just to sit for exam?
then...... what is the true meaning of exam....?
i will forget all the things that i have study after exam.... haha!
exam period is torturing....!
cannot sleep even feeling sleepy!
and have to worry about the result every semester.
i am really tired to go through this kind of exam life.
tired!
exhausted!
when can i be free?

会笑的米。。。 （米笑）

时间不等人！！！

进了大学都快两年半了。

在这段时间里，同学们都以不同的方式叫我。

从

Michelle 到

Misiaw 到

Ms。Hiaw 到

Mijiao ，但每一次我都会回应他们。

突然有一天，阿忠（ah chong = housemate + coursemate ）

又给我取了一个新代号，叫我“会笑的米”！

这是一个超不错的代号吗！

米竟然会笑ehhhh！听起来很不错嘛！

会笑的米应该是个开心的米吧！

希望这粒会笑的米也能时时刻刻带给人开心！Yeah！



( 会笑的米 & ah chong )

i need a clear mind....

just like normal day......
we are chatting on msn......
talk and talk ...... type and type...... argue and argue .....
suddenly...... i saw a reply saying:
"i give up"
"i give up talking to u"
"i will only talk to u when your mind is clear"
i stunt for a moment and continue writting ...... none stop .....
for few minutes.... and i know there will be no reply.....
then i stop...... cause i suddenly realise i am like a crazy person.....
just typing on my own.........
i am so sensitive to that word "clear mind"
what do u mean"clear mind"?
i feel that my mind is very clear..... but i am told that my mind is not clear...
so.... does it mean..... my mind is always not clear?!!
i am really blur......
what is the measurement for "clear mind"?
does every1 have clear mind?
or just me not having a clear mind?
on that moment i realise that there is no spesific meaning for the term "clear mind"!
its just what u feel and how u feel about a person.....!
u will define a person having clear mind
only when u understand what they want to express on what they think, what they feel!
i am still waiting for my mind to be clear before i can talk to a person.
where is my mind?
i need a clear mind.....

一切的开始。。。

希望这次的开始会持久。。。
把握人生中所发生的事都记录下来。
所谓“人生如戏”，就把所有的喜怒哀乐记下来与朋友们分享！
就像在写剧本一样。
加油！加油！